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True Hotwive Diry/Blog-Hotwife Story Real Excerpt from a blog: Click on the end to read more about her (5/18/07)
i love to go out dancing, usually with one of my girlfriends, sometimes alone, and sometimes with
my hubby, it just depends. when Scott and I go out, i love to tease him by flirting and playing with
other men.
i love the erotic excitement of that kind of scene, and the intense mix of raw primal emotions that
it stirs up in my hubby. it's like an emotional cocktail for him, feelings of marital possessiveness
without the ability to possess, jealousy at the thought of another man fucking his wife, the threat to
his masculinity, and feelings of physical and sexual inadequacy. he knows that i've been spreading my l
egs for black men since i was 16, and that sexually i prefer a man with a nice big cock, even though
Scott's pretty amazing with his tongue (i swear to god, he sucks pussy so good it makes me wanna cry!),
he's always been extremely self conscious about his small penis. i always refer to it as a "little boy's
penis" because in my opinion it's not big enough to be a cock. it's more like a big clit. other emotions
he experiences... fear of losing me to another man, anxious anticipation about what's going to happen,
feeling like everything's beyond his control, frustration because another man is enjoying his wife in a
way that he never can. it frustrates him that other men can make me cum from fucking, but he can only make
me cum with his tongue. and all of that coupled with an intense sexual excitement that he says he can't
quite explain or totally understand. he describes it as a churning paralyzing knot in his stomach. he says
that sometimes it makes his penis totally hard and other times it makes his penis shrink to nothing.
he also finds the experience somewhat humiliating because it reminds him that even though i'm his wife, he's
a good husband, he works hard to provide for us, we love each other dearly, and we're totally emotionally
committed only to each other, he knows that he still has to share my body with other men. we've had a lot
f discussions about it over the years, since before we got married actually. hard to summarize it, i know,
but basically i've explained it to him this way: "sweetie, a man with a small penis has to understand that
his wife is gonna want a big dick sometimes. especially if that's what she's been used to. it's not right
for you to deny me that. you should care about my needs and how i feel. it doesn't mean i don't love you,
it just means that i need something different sometimes.
i realize you didn't know at first, because i was reluctant to tell you the truth because of how i thought
you'd react, but i've been with a lot of black men, most of them athletic types, and sexually that changes
a girl. it's definitely true what they say about how once a girl goes black she can't go back. but then i
fell in love with you. but still, sexually, i love a big strong black man with a big dick. i always have.
i like to be dominanted and fucked really hard. the kind of hard nasty fucking that shows up in my walk the
next day. i always cum so good that way. you make me cum too, when you lick me. you're so incredible with
your tongue, you always make me cum. but it's different. physically it's not as intense. with you, when we're
together, we always make love, which is beautiful.
but sometimes i just wanna spread my legs and get fucked. sometimes i just wanna be a dirty little whore.
i'm just being honest with you, sweetie. my heart will always belong to you, but like we discussed before
we got married, my little white pussy will always belong to black men. ".
so anyway... there's a great hip hop club in town that Scott and i like to go to sometimes. great seductive
atmosphere, really dark, hard pulsing music, all these private little booths off the dance floor. and lots of
hot sexy black men! mostly Vegas locals go there, not to much the tourist crowd. but lately i've noticed that
that's starting to change. since it opened a few years ago, it's kinda gotten a reputation as a place for
interracial hookups.
i've heard that some black guys in town refer to it as the WPP (for "white pussy palace"). as i've come to
find out, wedding rings attract black men like bees to a honey pot. they LOVE married white pussy! and
actually get pretty competitive about it sometimes. one friend of mine told me that black guys know that
the only reason a white girl wearing a wedding ring would go to a club like that is because "she likes black
dick and she's giving away the pussy".
i love to flirt and dance with other men while my hubby quietly watches from the bar. he's never allowed to
kiss me or touch me or whatever when we're in the club. depending on my mood, sometimes i like to get kinda
nasty out on the dance floor. bump and grind and all that. when i'm dancing, i love to melt and get lost in
the arms of a strong sexy guy, feeling him hold me close, rub up against me, feeling his hard cock pressing
into me, knowing that my hubby is watching a stranger feel me up, touch my ass, kiss my neck, touch me between
my legs, and that there's absolutely nothing he can do about it. except watch another man take possession of
his wife. if i'm really attracted to the guy and we have good chemistry, things usually progress from there.
it just depends. like i read somewhere else, i like aggressive guys who "chase the pussy, grab hold of it,
take it home, and fuck the hell out of it.". strong dominant men that aren't afraid to take what they want.
that's my kind of man! but for me, part of the fun is resisting and teasing the guy a little. after i've let
him touch me, i might say something like "i should probably get going", or "i really shouldn't be doing this,
i'm married", or "i promised my husband i'd be a good girl tonight" or "i've never been with a black man
before" or "you'd probably be too big for me". or my favorite "you really shouldn't touch my pussy like that,
you're gonna get me in trouble". which only encourages them even more, of course! i LOVE to suck cock.
if i could, i'd do it 3 or 4 times a day. so... i've been known to give a guy a nice blowjob out in the parking
lot. after that, of course, most guys will pretty much do anything to get inside a girl's panties. i LOVE that
kind of power!
if things are going really good, at some point i usually excuse myself to go to the ladies room and ask the
guy to meet me somewhere else in the club in 20 minutes or whatever cuz it gives me a chance to walk over to
where my hubby is standing to let him know what i'm thinking or planning. not an easy thing to do, actually,
because after getting teased like that, most guys don't want to leave your side. they always seem to have this
fear that they're gonna lose you to another guy. in that kind of atmosphere, they always get very possessive
of their bitches. new white pussy is like crack to a black guy! they'll pretty much do anything to get it.
lie, cheat, steal, hustle, promise you anything, whatever! it's only after they get inside your panties,
and they've been hitting it for a while, and they get all confident about how much you love their dick,
that they start talking about sharing you with their friends. and believe me, black guys ALWAYS do that!
but at the club, after messing around with a girl for a while, they're like "i'll go witch-chu, baby", or
whatever. they don't want to leave your side. but i always manage to get away for a while to go talk to my
hubby. usually i'll tease him a little, i might ask him if he's been rubbing his little boy penis, or say
something like "mmmm... that big sexy black man i've been dancing with wants to fuck your wife tonight.
he's already been touching my pussy and telling me he's gonna fuck it really good.". after talking for
just a bit, i usually leave to let my hubby think about that for a while. knowing about that that intense
emotional cocktail he's got churning inside. we have certain signals worked out ahead of time.
if i come back from the ladies room and discreetly stuff my panties in his pocket, that's a signal to him
that i'm gonna have sex with the guy, and that it's time for him to call a cab and go wait for me at home.
most of the time the other guy knows i'm married because i always wear my wedding ring. i love being
married. and i love my sweetie. it's just that sexually i need more than a traditional marriage offers. but
the guys don't usually know that my hubby is actually there in the club (or where ever we're at) because
if they knew, it changes the whole experience. if the guy knows that my hubby is there, it affects his behavior.
and with some guys it even scares them off sometimes. so i always prefer that they think i'm alone or with
a girlfriend or whatever because i want them to just act and do what comes natural.
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